helo everyone!i have not blogged for a super duper long time huh?hahas.well here i am blogging!!been sooooo busy these days with one test one after the other and the voluminous piles of thick homework that we had to do and all the block tests we had immediately after the june holidays!sigh really stressful!yupp and recently i got back all my block tests and i did not do very well.=( i think the only subject that i did ohkay for was what?A MATH?yeah!failed some...actually quite a lot!!!sigh i failed until i feel numb towards it now... it just doesnt have any effect on me anymore!im just so exhausted!im just so tired of failing!sometimes...i just feel that these things were meant to be!meant to be like that?!i mean it's not that i havent tried or anything!i mugg damn hard for tests and i study rally really hard!mum says i gotta study smart!!but i do that what!she sits beside me sometimes and teaches me?! says i use my brains for all the wrong reasons remembering all the frivolous stuff about bands and songs and singers and shows etc!sigh!!i DO NOT!!i DO NOT use my brain for these frivolous stuff!when i study i am very focused and these things are NOT NOT frivolous!At least not to me!sigh...i really try you know...stretch myself to the limits and just keep trying but then i still do not see the results of this and i DONT KNOW WHY!!??im going crazy and insane yo!why must it happen to me??sigh...sometimes i feel these things were meant to be...

Esther =)
28 feb 1992<
movies:Death Note 2, National treasure-book of secrets, She's the man, John tucker Must Die,bolt,wildchild, twilight
idol dramas: korean(goong! witch yoo hee, my lovely samsoon,my girl, iljimae my fav BOYS OVER FLOWERS!! and)taiwan(K.O 1, hana kimi,it started with a kiss, X family,They kiss again, ,rolling love and my fav TOGETHER!!must watch it)

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LittleMissChatterbox and LittleMissGiggles
singers/dancers:FAHRENHEIT! DA DONG<3! Angela Zhang shao han!XIAO ZHU AKA SHOW LUO!Wang Lee Hom. J.LO, BRANDY, WESTLIFE, LMNT,demi.L, jonas brothers, Ne-yo, 2PM FT Island, Big Bang

songs: POP, Afrodisiac, Do it well, Zhi shao hai you wo, xin wo,Bu hui ai, Wu suo bu zai,candy shop, yeah, my love, xin li you shu,chu shen ru hua, burnin'up, a little bit longer.mo mo, yue lai yue ai. all fahrenheit songs la!!

Music here ;D IwebMusic Recommanded:D

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adria
alysson
ashley
brenda
caritas
cass
Cha Cha
charm
cheryl
chloe
claire
clari
daphh
danitza
debra.o
eleanor
elizabeth.za za
jean
jia yi
jia yin
jo
joan
krix
melissa,cuz
melissa
natalie
peiwen
Sabbie
sarah.chia
sarah.cheong
shayne
sherilyn
Tisiana
vicky--xiao yu
xiaomin
OTHERS:fahrenheit

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